I think I've got ridiculously overblown in searching for validation through other people (namely the boy) at the moment- I've barely left him alone today because he seems 'off' with me, and so therefore the natural response is of course to aggravate him the whole day through, as opposed to just accepting that human beings have changeable moods and that it's just natural.  It's like I'm annoyed at him about it or something; quite clearly he hasn't done anything wrong (apart from not making a phone call that he needs for his MA application) but I'm getting all het up and arsey over it.  Le sigh.

Trying to get through my 30 minutes of exercise a day on the Wii Fit, so the carrot of the happy fanfare will at least mean that I have got off my arse for a moment, even if it isn't the most dramatic form of exercise in the world.

I think I'm still hungry; maybe that's why I'm so grouchy.  Made me a very nice carrot and coriander soup today but then managed to cock up the quantities I needed to reheat, so I've had the smallest lunch in the world.  Also, tidying up all the blender stuff to put it away is a miraculous game of tetris in itself, it needs washing up first.  Yay.

Completely forgot what day it was yesterday so ended up compeletely forgetting about therapy group until half 4 (starts at 4).  Ended up legging it out the house and getting there at twenty to five, which wasn't that bad, they'd apparently decided I had forgotten which was indeed true.  The counsellor then sprung on me that he thinks I have issues I'm not admitting to myself- well if I do, I'm damned if I know.  I consider myself fairly self aware, if not excessively so to the point of being bogged down in my own self criticism, and I have nooo clue what secret issues I may be hiding.  FML.

Shit I am in such a pissy mood you guys!